PayPal isn't letting me get into my account. So, i can't sign up for that job. But if it's still open tomorrow, i'm going to use Nick's PayPal account and then i'll get it...so let's see what fate has to say about that...

Still listening to Harry Potter. Harry and Cedric just grabbed the Triwizard Cup and are being transported to the graveyard. dun dun dun.... !!!

If you could only have one wizarding power, what would it be? Transfiguration? Apparition? sometimes my lazy side says all i'd want is Ascio so I could make stuff come to me. What do you think?

i was bored and started typing words into the web address line. there's no cookies.com. i love cookies. how does that site not exist? but chocolate.com does. it's kinda expensive, though. although, i consider anything over 10 dollars expensive...

i went on craigslist and they have a typists position open, but it's a work from home kind of thing. it only costs $15.00 start and doesn't seem like a scam, but my bear always makes me check...so even though there are only a few positions left, I emailed the guy back to ask some questions about the company (which curiously was not stated in the description).

I hope it pans out, because I could sit home typing all day and it would still be convenient enough to take care of everything i need to at home. I've gotten used to cleaning and cooking everyday and I really like how the house looks and how I feel. I also like being able to give my kitty some company during the day so he's not home alone all the time.

My job at the cafe is just so pointless. I make 2 dollars an hour as salary to cook, clean the kitchen, bus tables, and waitress. it's terrible. and all the men there are such pigs. now that it's been almost 4 months, I think most people have realized I'm not going to give it up, but it's still a terrible place to work.

On top of that already lame hourly wage, the tips are usually poor as the only people who come are friends of the owner and some regulars from the area. anyway, I'm only working there two days a week now because they think I'm still in school. I keeping the facade up so I can find another job and get out of there.

Also, my fish, Carlton, died on Valentine's Day. It was sad, but he was boring and very moody anyway. However, now I have an empty place on my shelf and I think the lawn gnome and large, green, Christmas duck are bored sitting all alone up there.

Three weeks prior to Carlton's death, i broke the head off my Christmas duck. I only had kid's Elmer's glue, so i used that to put it back on, not thinking it would work, but to my delight, Mr. Mallard looks as charming as the day i bought him at Target for 75% off.

Well, I'm now going to depart as I'm listening to Harry Potter and it's coming to one of my favorite parts. Undivided attention is required. Good bye!

guess what?!? yeah.....i'm going back to pick n save. sadness. sadness. but they're good to me and i need a steady pay check while i look for another job. hoo-rah. i'll be there for 3 or 4 months, i said. would you believe i spoke with allison today and i start tomorrow? haha. guess they really need help. i'm not even back in the system yet, and they're starting me. i want to surprise kaylin, though, so i'm excited that i'm going to see everyone. oh, matty, sarah, kaylin, erin. the list goes on. hoo-rah hoo-rah.

stiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllll booooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred

boooooooooooooooooooored.

not really. i'm a big liar.
i AM, however, wondering how on earth i'm going to get to my job tonight...grief. maybe ray will pick me up. weird. anyway, i'm at my filing job now and it's something terribly boring. but noone wants to hear about that...not that anyone reads my silly postings anyway. yes, i am alone on the web-- writing for my own amusement. if i truly understod that that's actually what's going on, you'd think i'd at least write in a journal where i can draw my musings in the margins and whatnot. but no, i am here writing to noone. sad sad sad.

on another topic-- i think i want the three people sam has in mind for the apartment. i'll speak with david tonight and let him know what i think. i want david, but this just works out better in so many ways. i dont' want to just leave him high and dry, though, so we need to have a discussion. obviously. this is a boring entry.

i have nothing interesting to write about. mayhaps i should stop.

i miss being creative. school drains me from myself. shouldnt' it nourish it? anyway, drawing, writing, LEISURE reading all begin again. how i've missed it all. I feel like i'm being completed now that school is over :) mmm, oxygen with a little less carbon dioxide.

well, good morning children. today will be a day of laughing a crying...and a lot of eating...

i need to have that d@*! philosophy paper done tomorrow and i STILL haven't started writing it. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME????

...besides that...and that...

so, yeah. we also got our next topic in. due one week from today. shoot me again. will i fail philosophy? probably. $*&%*#@&$*#@&%*#!!&$&#*@!!!!!!! that's all i have to say about that.

so, once again i am skipping philosophy because i still dont' have that damn paper written. this is now 2 1/2 weeks late. just shoot me. i've done the reading for it...sans 4 pages (which is an excellent improvement) but i have yet to write the sucker. pish. well, that's all really.
instead of working on it...which would only make sense, i'm writing you lovely people and typing in adjectives to find neat pictures on yahoo. yeah, i'm lame...what of it?!? but honestly-- you should try it. it's great fun..when you're bored...like me...and should be doing something more productive but you just don't feel like it...i'm so sad. lethargy to the highest extreme.
in other news...dheeraj just came in here. he's indian. he's my homie. he's eating homemade flat bread. yum.
and in actually interesting news...i actually have money saved! wait, not intersting. uh...i can cook. okay, i'll leave you all alone. i get the hint..

alright, guys -- May Day is going hot so far. How tempted I've been to go get some almonds from the nut hut today, but i stay true to the cause!! I wish I could have protested at noon with everyone, but i had school...and i'm failing as is, so i'm trying to pick my saggy butt up and pull off passing grades for the semester.

and did you hear about the new drug law to be passed in mexico? holy cheese. legalizing mary jane, cocaine, amphetamines, etc. funny thing: it's legal to hold them on your person and smoke them, but it's ILLEGAL to sell them...is this going to start some bartering system? "hey ese, here's my iguana for four joints" whatever. what kinds of implications is this going to place on sur america? colombia-- they've got the plantations, etc. it is so dangerous for them--dying and seriously harming their health to make a living by illegally growing and selling this stuff. and now the demand rises? anyone trying to escape the cycle and make an honest living isn't going to back out now that demand is going to skyrocket. developed countries already take advantage of developing countries by harvesting THEIR resources, to be bought at a cheap price by us, so we can RE-SELL the shit back to them while destroying their environment and depleating them of their resources. we dont' care about them, we dont' care about their economy, and we dont' care about their environment. ok, a little drastic there, but we only care to the extent that we can still stay on top. politics interject into everything, so we help them to their knees when they fall, but we keep them from standing. hey-- someone has to stay under our thumb. so, what now? hispanics no longer fighting for la raza? mexico is looking out for #1? what about south america? what about their people?